“Even You Were Black And White In The 50′s”
My heart in your hands, holding on to second chances, with your eyes on mine
Those lips, those eyes, they’re tearing everything inside, it brings me to my knees
Hold me down, and tape my mouth, to make me like everyone else
You never let me be the one I always wanted to be
Means everything, everything to me, you make me want to say
All these words once bound and gagged are now coming your way
You make me want to say
You’re not the one, and I’m sorry you’re so different, you’re not the one
You’re not the one, and I’m sorry you’re so different, you’re not the one
You’re not the one
I won’t let you live my life
Hold my breath, I’ve got nothing left to give
All those times you held me back, I felt that it was hard to live
So I find my eyes sewn shut, you’re taking me away
From all the things that I once loved, and now all I have to say
You make me want to say
You’re not the one, and I’m sorry you’re so different, you’re not the one
You’re not the one, and I’m sorry you’re so different, you’re not the one
You’re not the one
I won’t let you live my life
You’re not the one, and I’m sorry you’re so different, you’re not the one
You’re not the one, and I’m sorry you’re so different, you’re not the one
You’re not the one
I will live my life, now you’re gone
“I’m Not Drowning Because There’s A Fishbowl On My Head”
Lend me your mercy, show me your grace
Falling down, I’ve reached the end
Without a sound, I reach for him
I ask myself why I’m still here, the way he left this world standing still
And I know his truth can save me, it’s he that made me, at least he’s there to hear
Just hold my hand and promise to stay with me, stay with me so I can see
And all that I need is someone to pray for me, pray for me to believe
All those lies, with no place to go
Now I see, I’m not alone
I can recall hiding from myself, my eyes left yours when I needed your help
I’ll admit I give up hope when I need you the most, tonight I’ve got to say
Just hold my hand and promise to stay with me, stay with me so I can see
And all that I need is someone to pray for me, pray for me to believe
Dry your eyes, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I tried
Oh my God, please don’t cry, I swear I’ll make it right
Oh my God, don’t turn your eyes, this time I’ll make it right
